I’m certain I have at least one book of poetry in my computer.
I just got a new 34? GB Mac mini. Apple tried to talk me out of it. Saying I’d never use that much power. I knew they protested too much. Finally they relented. I had to order it months out that’s why they didn’t want me to order it. lol not in stock. Said it would take 3-4 months. I had it straight from China in a month.
Anyway, about the poetry, I have quite a lot for a small book. I think I want to do a little book, a little like a pocketbook. I think that would be nice kind of short and stubby maybe or yeah you know I’m not like Photo sign not like 4 x 6 maybe I don’t know 4 x 4 or something like that someone could carry in their pocket and although that would be kind of small to do some of the poems.
I haven’t thought about it too much, but I need to look them up in my computer. I have more stories than I have poems. I think I can’t even remember all the stories that I have but they’re kind of luscious. My stories are luscious there imaginative and different. I do a lot of writing. I’ve written a lot all of my life and I used to get up every morning at about 3 o’clock and hand write six pages every single day. It was no effort. I just thought of somebody like one of my friends and I would sort of have in my mind I was writing to that Friend and I would write three pages front and back and it was kind of an exercise in just letting the words come through me and out and I’ve been a conceptualist since I was a little girl since I was four years old I didn’t know what it was, but I was very, very impressed with something that happened and it meant a lot to me that I put some things together then all of my life I’ve had inventions and unusual things come together I was able to help many many businesses that I worked for make more money and I found more profitable ways to do things I could make things very beautiful. It’s good at working with people and it made me happy. I was good working with children too. I done art with them volunteer and it’s really nice when a room full of kids see you and one of them is glad to see you. That is such a great feeling when our class of seniors that you substituted for three days says at the end we want you to be our teacher that was really nice the class of 90s students the day. I walked into that class though let me tell you none of them even sat down. They stood in groups, All Over the Place talking like I wasn’t even there and for a moment I almost panicked wondering what am I gonna do but I handled it really really well and I had them glued within five minutes. It was really something and they were interested. In every word I had to say for the whole period and the next day and the next day it wasn’t about their lessons either, but I talked to them about what politics is and the third day. They said we want you to be our teacher I mean they were all around me like bees on honey I really love that so I’m just reflecting a little bit in the early morning and so much stuff to do. I’m working on so many projects all at once which is I always do and things that are really important to me and sometimes I get a break and other times I don’t they’re always people with a certain maleficent that come into my life. We all have those people who tell themselves how great they are. They’re really pretty nasty people. You know pretty deviant pretty wide of themselves about who they are. It’s really interesting. How much people do that? Yeah, I’ve seen my sheriff people like that and you know they don’t cause me much to despair. I just figure it out that’s them anyway I’m yawning and it’s time for me to go to sleep, but I’m hoping that some of the things that I think are important I can get out to a wider audience because I know they’re important and and that’s what matters in life is that you are able to do things that are important that are for the greater good.
